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The Satisfaction of FlawsI’ll wash the dirt and blood off my body and paint pictures in the sky; because I’m transforming all my pain into (tragic)beauty and learning to laugh out loud. [Only everything I do is a cover because I’m trembling inside and if I allow one tear out, the rest will follow, and I won’t be able to stop crying].   
I’m a veteran to pain; I have the scars and bruises to prove it. So I’ll steal my mother’s make up and paint over my pain to create an image of (fake) beauty that has the confidence and strength to move on from(forget) her past. Maybe I’ll finally convince myself that everything actually is ok and I won’t rock myself to slee The Satisfaction of Flaws
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Hide In Your Empty Bottle
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Keep Your Voice DownThe silence in the room threatens my sanity,  I’m waiting for someone to say anything,  my voice is lost, I’m now silent,  as I try to forget your words,  the ones that caused this silence.   
“I wish you died instead of him.”  How can one clauses bring so much pain?  How can one sentence nearly drive me insane?  How can seven words be so destructive?  How can a mother say that to her daughter?   
I’m sorry he’s gone,  I miss him too,  but I can’t take his place,  even if I wanted to.   
He was your angel, your pride, your son,  all your hope was placed Keep Your Voice Down
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I Can't Feel My Hand AnymoreGod has forsaken me this night,  I lie on this hard floor  fingers inches away from the knife.   
My mind is swirling - vivid illusions of colors, things, places-  they all dance around my head;  blurring my vision,  taking me prisoner,  drowning out the sound,  but not cutting out the pain  that I wish to escape.   
Eyes, dull and lifeless,  two darkened emerald orbs;  once so full of light and amusement.  Now darkened by pain and corruption.   
My hand lays above my head,  blood escaping from the tiny pricked hole,  the needle lays scattered somew I Can't Feel My Hand Anymore
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3 a.m. stoner rambling #1

Sat Jan 28, 2006, 12:16 AM
I think everyone should take a moment in the day to really relax and think about the fact that they are happy.

Today, I was on my NASA foam mattress(with matching pillow) having myself a good long strectch, when I paused(mid stretch...the part that feels really good) and realized I was happy. The realization really made me, wel,l realize, that I never think that(This realization somewhat annoyed me because it interuppted a darn good stretch). I take my hapy for granted. I am always happy when I can feel happy for some parts of the week, but I never really take the time to realize that I am happy(knowing you are happy and really realizing you are happy are two different things). And realizing it made it so much better(bucket loads better). So then I started to think about how I have been happy for a few days now and how great that feels and that made me even more happy.

::sigh::

Sometimes, life is good.
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  • Current Residence: New York(I'm from Poland)
  • Interests: Sleep, daydreaming, coloring, animals, ganj
  • Favourite poet or writer: Thomas Mann, Oscar Wilde, Irvine Welsh
  • Personal Quote: Life goes on

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~nalster73 Jun 17, 2008, 7:02:43 PM
*waves* hi, remember me? :D its been so long, how have you been?

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Some men see things as they are and say "why?"... I dream of things that never were and say "why not?"
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~Inora666 Feb 13, 2006, 8:07:44 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: of I'm Afraid [link] :hug:

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~Wilting-Flower Feb 7, 2006, 7:09:03 AM
:hug:
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!

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Its as though we were made for each other... Beauty and the Beast.
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~monarch113 Feb 3, 2006, 10:02:25 AM
I like the poetry. And the gnome.

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Who would've thought that something could sound as cool as 'annihilation bifurcation' and still suck ass?
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~Inora666 Jan 31, 2006, 8:06:03 AM
hehe, thanks for the add! =)

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~JimBleu Jan 27, 2006, 1:05:04 AM
your work never seises to amaze me, yad.

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and were now all in our heads.
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~darkbecky Jan 21, 2006, 11:29:11 PM
Thanks for the fav! ^___^

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~Wilting-Flower Jan 21, 2006, 5:37:43 AM
Thankies for being my friend :)

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Its as though we were made for each other... Beauty and the Beast.
Of course, if anyone else calls you beast, I'll rip their lungs out...
I now do what other people only dream. I make art until someone dies. See? I am the world's first fully functioning
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~InnerRageExtorted Jan 18, 2006, 9:23:45 PM
Thank you for the watch, and I look forward to more of your works!

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To live is to continue on a useless path towards certain death. However, what you make of living is worth every moment.
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